Friday, July 11, 2008
I AM FEELING SAD,CONFUSED,DISAPPOINTED AND MANY MORE......
I can't believe SO MUCH THINGS can happened in TWO days...
Starting from today , the two nice people i've meet are not as close as before .
Fatin , i don't know that you were feeling 'like that' deep down inside and
you REALLY did express it in your previousprevious post .
Well, i don't know what to say . I can see that you're feeling very miserable .Its your life , and you choose with whom you want to be close and friends with okay?do what that makes you happy bcos i think you won't be happy even if we did get back togetheras before . I know that you are a really wonderful person deep down inside and i have seenyou like that many times before .
I'm sorry Fatin bcos i make you feel invincible sometimes /or most of the time, sorry fatin , minta maaf . And i want to clear something too , i'm not jealous if fatin and sofia are close with izzati , really .
Izzati , i don't hate you okay? I don't think you're stealing my bff , fatin and sofia ,
or maybe they're not my bff anymore . I think you're a nice,helpful and friendly girl :).
Please don't make this misunderstanding the reason that my friendship with you will be different . i dun noe about the rest on how they think and feel about you... but this is wat i REALLY and TRULY feel . Just don't make this matter more worse okay }:-) :-S :-l ;] but i know you're trying to help fatin/sofia . Thanx for everything you did for sarah and me , thanx for teaching me maths when i dun noe the answer . ;)) Don't think that i hate you , dulu jer ah aku hate kau bcos sofia close ngan kau but now i don't hate nor feel jealous when you're close with sofia :) So , no more hard feelings ?
To Sofia , i don't know what you're thinking or doing right now bcos you haven't blog yet nor show your feelings . Just don't keep quiet and keep it all inside okay , do talk , show, express , and say what you want to say to me or whoever else(kim,fiona,sarah) . Its
really not healthy to keep all the CRAP feelings inside . Don't you want to clear anything ?? The reason why I distanced myself from you is bcos I feel and think that you've changed . Do i really want to end friendship with you ? I don't think so bcos i know you're a really good person inside and we had gone through thick and thin together . Just that i find you different than before since last week . Do you really want to end friendship with me ? I dun noe what you think of me , but i sure do want to say that be with somebody that will make you happy . Its your life babe , i'm not forcing you to choose me .
Semuwe org ader favourites and not so favourites . And of course i can't please everybody and you too can't please everybody . Thank you for all the moments that we've spent together :D :)) , i really appreciate it and enjoyed it , oh gosh , it had been a really roller coaster ride being with you , good times and bad times . All the best in everything that you do okay sofia . :)
Now i've said what i want to say ... lega siket hati kuuu... :DD
Okay , thats all i think and feel
for now.... will be posting more if i have other feelings ..
O k a y , take care KPO readers .
hahahahaahahahahaah XD
Okay,just kidding.. :)) Byeeeeee !