I'm feeling a little suckish and blue today .

I don't understand why that somebody is still giving me cold shoulders...

You seem so mad and furious that you won't ever forgive me?? Nor reply what i had said ? why?why?why?
Now i feel that you're hateful of me . . . Who's playing the hate game now? I don't hate you fatin , i know you're pissed/sad that izzati said she'll want to back off because she don't want people to hate her but i don't hate her for being close to you nor sofia . Things are better already right ?

why do you think i don't mean what i say ? I'm sorry i'd made you invincible and hurt you fatin , really minta maaf . I realize i'm not a good and equal fren to you ... I'm unfair and merepek.

I'm trying my best to simplify this misunderstanding in a good,mature,and polite way once and for all . Don't ignore me and what i had said . Because if you're just not answering me , that just shows that you don't forgive me . And what does it mean by not forgiving someone ? It means "I'M STILL MAD AT YOU AND I HATE YOU."

Hey , actually i do care for you and love you but at the end of the day, its you who choose to think whether i love you or not . I can't change what you think . I do want you back, but would you want me ? I don't think so bcos i know you'll be happier with that precious fren of yours,Izzati . Its sad to lose someone,that is you,but i thought this is what you want? right?

So lets summarize things up,
you're heartbroken,damn sad,and angry bcos i'd made you invincible.I'm in the wrong,I apologized. Do you accept it? i dun noe yet . Do i wish to let you go? Absolutely no . Do YOU want to go? It seems like yes ... So don't hate me nor give me the cold shoulders okay. Its your life, you say what you want and you choose who you want to be with . Am i stopping you? no. However I do feel sad that you're not close to me as before :( but hey, you'll be happier with her , and the rest, right? So i guess this is goodbye to our BFFness friendship and helloe to a new different type of friendship between me and you.

I still have sarah,fiona and kim. sofia? i dun noe yet .
Saye pasrah dan saye ikhlas.
Terima Kasih banyakbanyak untuk apa yg kamu telah buatkan untukku fatin. Saye amat menghargai nye.
:))
TRIMA KASIH BANYAK BANYAK F A T I N !

And i'll always be there if you ever need any help or anything . Thanx for a l l the wonderful memories . :))

And i want to say . . .

Thanx for treating me starbuck cheese cake that time:)
Thanx for being open minded and tangan terbuka for borrowing me $6 just like that, that time:)
Thanx for the Forever 21 gorgeous ring birthday present:)
And many many more! :)))

All the best in everything that you do okay fatin.
Take care.

SARAH(:
Azri(:
Diyanah(:
Fatin(:
Fiona(:
IFFAH(:
Liyana(:
Natasha(:
SOFIA(:
Sonia(:
Yati(: