Saturday, March 20, 2010
That time i took a quiz on fb, it was; Are you getting enough sleep?And my result was i get TOO MUCH sleep. and i find it true. i do sleep too much.my sleeping hours is bad. Ever since graduation day, i sleep very late. VERY.i fall asleep earliest at 2am. then i'll end up waking up at 1pm or 2pm..... (which is equal to 12hrs of sleep= too much)Now is already march(my bday month;), with this new lappy.. i'm sleeping wayyyyy later..like around 5 or 6am. there's one time it was at 12noon then only i fall asleep. Then i'll wakeup at 2 or 3pm. Gosh, this is bad.i should stop this habit. Poly starting in april, so i got to train waking up early. like around 9 or 10am.During these holidays, its either im working or stay at home or go out. But mostly i stay at home.And what can we do by staying at home?? nothing much.even the internet doesnt help. its still BORING. and im getting heavier. that scares me....i may look the same but i really am getting heavier.. :( im so sad & devastated by that fact.Okay, starting from tday, i will sleep early. no, wait, i MUST sleep early. and exercise everyday at vista park. I GOT TO LOSE THOSE EXCESS WATER N WEIGHT FRM MY BODY. its very bad for my health,yes i maybe tall, but i cannot let my weight reach till the last two digit of my height which is 162.my weight got to be ten or twelve less difference with my last-two-height digit number.if its over or reach 62, that means im in trouble. :oAND I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN.
so c'mon ikah!! work out more and sleep early!! i know you can do it!! *cheeringownself*hmm, then recently. some ppl piss me off. they way they say and do things. like omg.unbelievable. how dumb and stupid can they be man. its the stuff that its easily avoided, so for nothing they made me angry pissed mad like @#!$%!^&*#$%!!haiyo. they dont know anything, then act as if they know. hah. gasak kau laa nak.tengok lah sape yg btol nanti.only WE, know the truth. only ME & MY SISTER know which's real and which's fake.so its okay. we'll see how it turns out later..dont be disappointed if things dont turn out the way you expected.cause i already said. AND, I ALREADY ASKED.so if you trust and believe that person so much, that you buy their words.then i pity you my fren. cause that person is saying that just to please you.asal boleh ckp, asal boleh layan, without even asking h** friends.i wish i could tell you in person, but i cant cause i already promise someone not to tell. you dont believe what i said. you dont trust my judgement since the very beginning. me and my sister aka sarah wont lie.just bcos that person says so, you think its true? up to you lah eh.one of the "XYs" said, " kalau plan go ahead ah but dont get mad wen the response expected isnt well"anyway, goodluck in everything. hope it'll be a success. after what happened between the ram and the lion, im not interested to go. nak buat,berani ckp lah.c'mon give me your best shot. prove me wrong gyrls.i've been giving & doing & helping too much, so now i wanna let YOU take the lead.what appears to be somebody else's promise, was fulfilled by another person's action.hah. WOW. U'RE SUCH A CHAMPION. im not asking for credit, but pleasee laa..the very least you can do is treat me accordingly.everytime when devil hit you, you bcome kookoo for all the wrong reasons & acting like @#!$%!^&*#$which basically & simply tells/show me that u're unappreciative and tak tau diri, and tak tau malu!sedar lah diri siket eh? sebelum perkara benar dan dalam bocor. nampak je sweet alrite tu semuwer tapi takde bende pon yg boleh diharapkan! yearh,im the bad one. often appears too agressive. brash or whatsoever but i admit and i know myself lah. i know where i stand uh. unlike some ppl."ckp je byk, tapi tk jalan." like one of my bestfren said. aku ni, ckp byk tapi still jalan ah... tak mcm kau. ape kau bleh buat ah? sini ah tunjuk uh.
Hii!Byee.♥
H E L L O E . Name's atikah.
Bad ppl can go die.
Gd ppl are rare these days.
Anywayss, humans are such. :}