For the past few days that had gone by.. i feel like a lost-soul-girl. its like.. i know what i already want in my future.. i envision it already. All i have to do now is to work hard and strive my way through achieving it and be successful. :)

then what else do i have to do and plan next?? idontknow. i pretty much get what i wanted already. a laptop,hp,job,salary,new clothes,dearest&nearest,fun times,memories,the course which is a pathway towards my future.. and the rest that i want are just extra stuff.. i need to be happy and thankful for what i have. Sometimes i look like im asking for more but then again,when i look at other ppl and compare with them... i'm like considered lucky and has some advantage. There's this girl whom i envy frm my sec sch, she come frm a rich family, her dad is a boss or supervisor or smth, she always get what she wants.. cool clothes,latest gadgets,expensive make up. then wen i read her blog. its a pity that many ppl dislike her. She used to have a few close frens,fame and all that but now... she seems so negative abt things. When i read her profile, she sound so miserable and upset. Which just shows how much ppl around has been treating her. Im guessing its bad. But oh well, last time i use to hate her for what she did and always do, hoping karma will get back to her. Now that she's like getting it, i smwhat sympathized(imnotsurehowtospell) her.

that time i look at this website frm msn, i think frm lifestyle.. then they said that research have shown that money doesnt make anyone happy. Its meaningful & happy relationships that make us human happy. Regardless weather its love, friendship, colleagues, family.. And yes i can understand why its true... so, when ppl are down or smth, it must be that they dont get the relationship that they wanted or how their special significant didnt treat them the way they wanted, in fact, may hurt and disappoint them. ive been there, and done that. i dont usually cry or breakdown easily. but when i do, its because of these kind of stuffs. Gosh, i cant believe i cried for that jerk. AND, i break down twice or thrice just bcos of him. Which i find it stupid now cause there are many human beings out there, if this one doesnt work, sure the next one will, or the next one, or the next one or.. oh well, there's a soulmate for everyone! dont worry, my time and your time will come... Now its kind of too early n too young to find The ONE. hahah! Now is just for company, adding spice into our life, hoping they'll bring more meanings into it..

so here's some motivational words to cheer you ppl up and perhaps me too,(okay i got to snap out of this.i think my-lost-soul-girl will vanish when monday comes;)

Disappointments are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Dont stay on the humps too long. Move on!

When you feel down because you didnt get what you what, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you... ;DDD

When something happens to you,good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events, teaching you to laugh more or not to cry too hard... :))))

You cant make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the peson to realize your worth.. <3

When you truly care for someone, you dont look for faults, you dont look for answers, you dont look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook the excuses.

Friendship is like wine,it gets better as it grows older.

p/s: but what if you didnt look for the faults but they the ones who causes it? what if it doesnt get better when it IS supposed to?? what if, is just get bad-er?

i cant just ignore and overlook can't i? cause i try perfecting the love i give, then the abuser, whether its my money,time or resources, they just love taking whatever i can give.... :/

Okay simply, dont make me feel as if u are the abuser.Cause i might just give you the in-your-face REPLY. And nobody wants that to happen. SO BE GOOD GIRLS EVERYBODY. (V)PEACE.